I've known since last year that I have BPD, I've known since I was a young teenager that the way I am wasn't "normal", but I never knew what was "wrong" with me until I came across BPD info online last year. Since then I'd scoured google, blogs, forums and YouTube videos on every single [...]
Battling the Suicidal Thoughts
Today's been a rough day for me, there's been ups, downs and tears. I've been laying in bed thinking about the fact that although I wouldnt commit suicide, most times I feel quite dead inside, like I'm almost waiting for death to come one day, given up on wanting life, and only living for my [...]
Anxiety and Overthinking
One of the things I do every single day, is overthink. This always leads to so much anxiety and that affects my whole entire day. Whether it's something coming up that I need to do, like simply leaving my house, or a deadline in studies, or even just because of nothing, my anxiety seems to [...]
The Journey Begins
Thanks for joining me! This blog is about my personal journey, my own self-discovery, expression and learning new coping methods for my anxiety and BPD. I'm hoping that maybe the techniques I've learned about myself could help others struggling through the same thing. Don't believe every worried thought you have, worried thoughts are notoriously inaccurate [...]